Friday, April 11, 2008

Trying to Adjust

I’m one of those people who thrive on routine. Maybe it’s because I’m a mother, but my life seems to run much smoother when things are in order and I’m on schedule. You may catch me being spontaneous every once in a while but not very often. I like to plan! Consequently, change overwhelms me to the fullest. No matter if the change is good or bad, necessary or unnecessary, expected or unexpected, just the fact that I have to adapt makes me uneasy. I am finally starting massage school next Wednesday and it’s something that I’ve anticipated for far too long. I had to leave a job that I happened to love because my school schedule wouldn’t allow me to work there any longer. So, a few days ago I started a new job that I think I will like when I become more familiar with it. As a result, my schedule has been altered drastically. I’ve spent the last few days reminding myself that I can adapt pretty quickly and then things won’t be so crazy. Actually, things will probably stay crazy for a few months but as long as I can get into the routine of crazy, I’ll be fine! I’m extremely grateful that God never changes because that would be way too much for me to handle!