I’m one of those people who thrive on routine. Maybe it’s because I’m a mother, but my life seems to run much smoother when things are in order and I’m on schedule. You may catch me being spontaneous every once in a while but not very often. I like to plan! Consequently, change overwhelms me to the fullest. No matter if the change is good or bad, necessary or unnecessary, expected or unexpected, just the fact that I have to adapt makes me uneasy. I am finally starting massage school next Wednesday and it’s something that I’ve anticipated for far too long. I had to leave a job that I happened to love because my school schedule wouldn’t allow me to work there any longer. So, a few days ago I started a new job that I think I will like when I become more familiar with it. As a result, my schedule has been altered drastically. I’ve spent the last few days reminding myself that I can adapt pretty quickly and then things won’t be so crazy. Actually, things will probably stay crazy for a few months but as long as I can get into the routine of crazy, I’ll be fine! I’m extremely grateful that God never changes because that would be way too much for me to handle!
Friday, April 11, 2008
Trying to Adjust
I’m one of those people who thrive on routine. Maybe it’s because I’m a mother, but my life seems to run much smoother when things are in order and I’m on schedule. You may catch me being spontaneous every once in a while but not very often. I like to plan! Consequently, change overwhelms me to the fullest. No matter if the change is good or bad, necessary or unnecessary, expected or unexpected, just the fact that I have to adapt makes me uneasy. I am finally starting massage school next Wednesday and it’s something that I’ve anticipated for far too long. I had to leave a job that I happened to love because my school schedule wouldn’t allow me to work there any longer. So, a few days ago I started a new job that I think I will like when I become more familiar with it. As a result, my schedule has been altered drastically. I’ve spent the last few days reminding myself that I can adapt pretty quickly and then things won’t be so crazy. Actually, things will probably stay crazy for a few months but as long as I can get into the routine of crazy, I’ll be fine! I’m extremely grateful that God never changes because that would be way too much for me to handle!