Normally, I can’t rest peacefully in my home when it’s in disarray. When things are messy, I feel weighed down and will not be free from anxiety until everything is clean. BUT- the last few days I’ve been straight-up chillin in a home in total chaos. My mind has been in somewhat of a conflict! Part of it saying, “You know you need to get up and get this place together!” The other part saying, “I’m tired and I ain’t cleanin’ today!” The “I’m tired” part has been winning lately and today I found my apartment to be the messiest it’s been since I’ve lived here. To some people, it may not have been that bad but to me it was like, “aaagghhhhh!” I couldn’t take it anymore! So I’ve been cleaning like crazy since I got off of work this morning. I started with my bedroom, which was totally disorganized except for my closet and bed. I have this crazy compulsive thing about unmade beds and cannot stand to see one. I don’t care if my whole house is turned completely upside down; you better believe that the beds are made. My kids don’t do the best job at cleaning their rooms but they know how to make them beds! Anyway, I just finished cleaning and decided to take a little break before painting. I can’t take the walls anymore either! Thanks to Caislyn, there’s pen, marker, crayon, etc. on almost every wall. I don’t know what’s wrong with that girl; my other two never wrote on the walls, floors…EVERYTHING. Tonight, I will clean the carpet…can’t take that either! I’ve been resting pretty well, considering the disorder I’ve been living in…but I know that my sleep will be 10x better tonight!
