FEAR

I can think of alot of things that I don't ever want to happen but none of them cause me to feel real fear. I used to have stupid fears (like spiders) when I was younger and and didn't know any better. But now there's only one true fear that I have and that would be God. It's not a terrifying or agonizing fear but it's a fear that certainly puts me in check. There are times when that fear comes over me and I can't help but recognize God's power. Only He can kill the body AND the spirit. Just the thought of what He could do to me and the thought of being away from His love causes me to feel fear to the max. It makes me wonder why can't everybody just have that same fear of God. People would not do some of the horrible things in which they do if they feared the Lord. I never want to experience being separated from God's love...especially for eternity! That's what you call hell. And those who are left behind after the rapture will experience hell on Earth because the Comforter (which is the Holy Spirit) will be gone too! It's sad that some people won't realize how REAL God is until it's too late. But one thing is sure...whether you believe in Him or you don't, He will get His glory! Every knee will bow and every tongue will confess. Although my life is not the worst and probably better than most people's...I look forward to that day! Every time I hear someone speaking against God or I witness evil taking place, it just heightens my anticipation for His return. I know without a shadow of a doubt that Jesus is preparing a place and then He's coming back. Will you be ready?! If you're not sure then just pray this simple prayer..."God please let me be accountable worthy to stand before Jesus and escape the things which shall come to pass here on Earth." If you pray that prayer, trust me, God will get you ready.

Doting...

I'm not really the type of parent who dotes about her children. I may share funny stories about the things they do or don't do but I get annoyed by parents who dote about every little thing their child does. I think its safe to say that MOST parents think their children are the smartest, the brightest, and the cutest, so I believe it to be a waste of breath to try to convince someone else of how right they are. The truth is...most kids are bright and smart! Children are born knowing nothing so unless they were born with some type of disability or ailment, they're gonna be just as bright and smart as the next kid. Maybe in a different way...but bright and smart nonetheless. And most kids are cute...some cuter than others (teehe) but they are all a gift. So though you won't catch me doting on any ordinary day, there are times when I'll brag a lil about how great my kids are. And right now is one of those times. All my children are all special, funny, and unique in their on way. Zailes can learn school work at lightning speed with little or no effort. But if I try to show the boy how to clean up something, it's like I'm teaching rocket science. Or maybe he's so clever that it's ALL pretense to get out of cleaning...who knows?!? He will become more and more handsome as he ages and he will have the right swag to go with his good looks. He's going to be a great catch...I'm making sure of it (trust me). Zarayah is just smart all the way around...a nerd if you will. Her imagination is just off the charts and amazes me daily. She's very passionate about becoming a teacher and I don't think she will deviate from that when she gets older. That is unless, she becomes America's Next Top Model, which could very well happen since she is so pretty and photogenic. The girl never takes a bad picture...even when she's trying to. And my little ol' KK...God love her! She's just too smart for her own good. She definitely will be the most street smart of the three. She's got me constantly praying that her intelligence will be used for good and not evil cause really it could go either way with her. I do believe she is gifted in many ways I just have to get her doing something she's passionate about and there will be no stopping her. And I have to mention she is the cutest most cuddly thing ever! By far my most affectionate child. Zailes is the protector/caretaker...Zarayah is the most thoughtful and considerate...and Caislyn is the most lovable! OK there...I'm finished with my seldomly done doting. I'll save the majority of my bragging until they become grown successful human beings...that's when I can REALLY dote and it's what really counts anyway!